Work

I did some active training today at work. It was pretty cool actually. I enjoyed it, particularly because I was sort of thrown into the mix at our busiest time. I think I did damn well regardless of that fact though, which makes me feel great. What seems to be happening with me at work is that I'm on the slow track/fast track to being a manager, atleast in knowledge and duties. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I wanted this opportunity badly. Now that I have it I'm nervous, not that I can't succeed or even that I'll let people down, about taking on more than I can handle. Of wearing myself down to pay off my debt...to save money...to buy a house...to be independent for the first time in my entire life. I guess if I wan't worried I'dl be doomed right? =D

One thing that still worries me a little is the fact that I requested more hours at work, whick they gave me. This in itself should be thrilling right? Wrong. I'm just tireder than I thought I would be. I'm up everyday at 4:20 and usually don't go down till about 9. Which doesn't sound entirely bad, except that