Morning

Wake every morning thinking about you
Worried that you wont make it
Hopeful that you will forget
That life will give you a third chance after you've burned up your second

Get up
Take in the world that is in one deep longing breath
Too tired to get up
Too willful to lay back down
Up
Get moving
Making life take you foward to the things that you've been made to want
Made to love
Made to hate and loath with every inch of your being

It's dark outside
Cold
Scary
Tremble with the knowledge of life in your mind
Takes all that you have to go foward
To move on with it
To go out into the cold knowing that you are alone